Today is Friday.. I'm still not asleep yet due to some circumstances. Actually i am just thinking.
Past, Present, Future.
It feels as if it was just days ago that i was still playing in Lakeside Primary with my great freinds Matin, Iswardi and Khairul.. We used to play paper aeroplanes together during recess and after school. Even though only Iswardi was in the same school as me in secondary school, i still kept in touch with the rest...
Then secondary school came. Me, Andi, Iswardi and Shanmugam were the brothers of Doom in class 1/4 and 2/4. Whenever the four us were together, "chaos" would bound to happen.. Then during sec 2, we created a new trend amongst ourselves; HARDCORE CHAPTEH!!! hahak, those were great times.. Not long after we created the game, we made new friends like Danial, Aziz, Arvin, Hayat, Faiz etc..
Before we knew it, we were in sec 3. Still at our cheerful and playful stage, we kept playing and playing throughout the year... of course we still studied for exams.. Then came sec4 where all of us started MUGGING!!!
Books Books and more Books....
I regretted my life in sec4 because i played too much and studied too little... I started studying only in June... That is a Month before prelim 1... and yeah, i did miserably bad for the 1st prelim with a L1R5 of 38 :( ...
slowly i began to catch up... especially for sciences... but still at the end of prelim 2, my L1R5 was still the same...
Still, i did not gave up and push myself further.... and it turn out to be fruitful when i got my O level results on 13 Jan.
L1R5 17, L1R4 13 (after CCA deduction)
was truly shocked!!!
haha, didnt expect to do that well... but Alhamdulillah... :)
anyways , MMUFC were still playful as usual and our friendship remained strong.. haha, miss them soo much.
well, yeah... :) that was my life soo far... ( minus parts which is too long to type for now :p )
My heart is still hurt from the previous experience. It left a deep scar as a reminder to.....
(i shall not say it )
Moving On
It is tough for me to do so but there is someone whom has a radiant smile that never fails to mesmerise me...
I dnt want to get my hopes up but i just want you to know that your smile is one of the inspiration i need to keep me going whenever i'm down..
im sorry that my heart chose you... but i cant deny the fact that i miss you, dearly...
Just a smile is enough to make my day, just one smile..
It is ok if you hate me for i will still miss and care for you...
Labels: just wants to be a normal guy...
Saturday, March 6, 2010 at 3/06/2010 11:39:00 AM
