I'm now stuck in a problem where usually only adults will face..
I feel at a lost even though i am not losing anything. No matter what, I'm willing to sacrifice everything for my beloved family.
No one, not a single person can replace my family. they are whom i adore, love, care, basically every positive thing i feel for them. But why are there so much mishaps? The burden i have to take is too much.
All i can do now is pray to the almighty. Only He can ease the pain. Only He knows how much pain my heart is enduring all these while. Bad and Vivid memories of the past is nothing compared to this.
All i want is peace and serenity for my family.
Please, I beg you, please change for the better. NOT FOR THE WORST...
Since he went to the hospital, you were like.........
i do not know what to say. WHY!!! What has he ever done to deserve such a cruel punishment from you? Are you going to wait until he leaves us all for good? I kept all my anger... There was some moments that I almost blew it. lucky you i kept my mouth shut.
Everything you push to Mum. WHY??? Its ok. I can help her.. Mama, please bear the burden for a few more years ok. I'll study hard for you. I'll save you from all the troubles in the future. Insyaallah..
I love you mama.. It was thanks to you that the whole family is still intact..
I'm tearing up, Because its just so much pain to see beloved ones in such pain...
Granddad, get well soon. Grandma still needs you.. hang on, insyaallah you'll come back to us..
Love you grandma, grandpa.
this blog is my serenity....
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Thursday, March 4, 2010 at 3/04/2010 08:07:00 PM
